Fosh's Venting Corner

[Ian Peter Graham]

Ohhhhh! JUST for ME??........I just couldn't RESIST ...you won't get that kind of stuff from me too often anyway, but the temptation was TOO much! So I will be indulging in a bit of from now on...Byeeeeeee!!

[Cindy]

Ok Ian, let's get down to the heart of bitching!

I've been married 19 years, most of which has been totally unhappy, but have 2 beautiful children (except when the hormonal attitudes kick in).

I am killing myself working 3 jobs trying to finish school, and my finances are a shambles! And it looks like things are not getting any better soon....my car died today and I can't afford to fix it or replace it!

No matter how hard I try to be straightforward and nice to people, I basically continue to get sh*t on because my nature is too damn naive. And being from Mississippi doesn't help at all! In most people's eyes, we are basically inbred, stupid Southern people who don't know when to pull our heads out of our arses!

Ok, what else can I rant about??? Guess that's it for now!

[mary]

...mmm... Cindy..I can understand you completely girl!....I cry on my too naive adolescence also if I am only 25!...I feel like I have lost things that I can't have anymore...this is my "drama"..and now I am too old to make all the works I always liked to do! ...I cry often but I thank God for being so good with me and for all the beautiful people I have beside me!...then I understand that "when life is hard you have to change" (as Blind Melon sing!)...so I have to remember always this phrase when I am down....

I hate who smoke on my face! I hate who oath! ...it's only respect for whom "doesn't smoke" and for whom "believe in God!"....
I hate myself when I am in a concert and I can't see the band playing because I am shorter respect who I have in front of me (always talllllll boys!)

ok...I'm better now!

[Cindy]

Mary...thanks a lot for sharing that, and yes, it is only we who can change our lives. Trouble is in mine, I feel completely selfish for wanting more....(remember the line in Pretty Woman?..."wanting more, I created the concept" (Richard Gere).

As far as faith goes, I'm thankful that God let's me wake up every morning, but there are days that I wonder why he did! I mean, when you go to bed fighting and wake up to it too, what's the point? I just wish there was a way to make lives a "do over" (movie again...City Slickers". Maybe that's what we have in store in heaven, but I'm just too impatient.

Ok, now for the hates.....I HATE being lied to and strung along for someone else's folly!; I hate people thinking they are the ONLY people in existence and never taking into consideration that others have feelings too; and my biggest one....I HATE BEING MADE A FOOL OF!

Anyway, I'm no where near feeling better, but I can only cry just so much, and then I get angry for crying because I let STUPID people get to me this way. I'm done for the moment....

[mary]

Cindy...you wake up every morining because in this planet there are people that need your love...keep smiling for them!

[Cindy]

Mary,

We're going to turn Fosh's venting corner into a group hug room, because your comment made me smile and feeling much better today. Thanks for reminding me that I'm not alone in such a cold, cruel world.