Cindy
Witch-King of Angmar
Live life today and let tomorrow come as it may.
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Post by Cindy on Feb 15, 2003 5:27:32 GMT
Guess what people??? I HATE VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!! The stupid holiday that makes people feel like they have to say I love you, when they don't or don't mean it! And while I'm on the subject of things I hate....MEN in general lately!!! Self-serving, self-centered, and just plain selfish....sex is usually all that matters to them and if not that, then whether or not you've cooked for them or washed their clothes!! Enough is enough!!!! Anger doesn't even describe how I feel tonight!!!! Anyway, going off to sulk now....bye
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Post by Barrow-wight aka MELLON on Feb 15, 2003 12:40:52 GMT
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Post by mary on Feb 15, 2003 21:26:08 GMT
 I have never had a Valentine's day...never been with aman on that day (my list of men is very..toooo short..) and now (in 5 years) my boyfriend says that is a commercial thing....but I would like to celebrate it... 
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Cindy
Witch-King of Angmar
Live life today and let tomorrow come as it may.
Posts: 46
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Post by Cindy on Feb 16, 2003 2:20:12 GMT
My Valentine's day totally sucked! In almost 19 years I can count on 1 hand the times he's done something, and not even my children gave me a 2nd thought! Oh well, someone told me last night that someday someone would find me and love me for me....that's what I have to hold on to from now on....someday. |
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Post by Barrow-wight aka MELLON on Feb 16, 2003 14:05:11 GMT
Cindy .... you are not the only one in this situation ... though it is of little comfort, I know .... If I could only count "my" years, LOL. .... But well, I am "married" to my work, responsibilities and duties and this is it - and I think they will be my grave as well ! It may change "one day" and it may not. ![]() mellon.topcities.com/SubDirectory/smilies/frown_2.gif[/img] ... Who knows ... But there is always hope. Though there is a signal of some change in the air in my personal life: after some 25 years my handicapped mother, who has been entirely depending on me for most of my life (no other relatives around), yesterday finally consented that she would actually apply for admittance to a "retired persons home" .... this in itself would take off my shoulders enormous burden ... Will see how that develops.  |
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Cindy
Witch-King of Angmar
Live life today and let tomorrow come as it may.
Posts: 46
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Post by Cindy on Feb 16, 2003 14:12:22 GMT
Mellon, I am so happy for your situation with your mother! All to well, I know how wonderful it is to have a burden released from one's shoulders, and you sound like you deserve it. I also thank you for your reply....and am only sorry I have been bemoaning my situation. But this isn't just something recent....it's been going on for about 2 years now (the most recent), but I've been unhappy longer than that. This particular week, it just happened to come to a head and this is how it came out. I must admit that today I'm much clearer and while my heart is still heavy, I have a reason to smile.  One thing I have to admit is that I'm a very impatient person....I want things to happen immediately, and this alone causes a wealth of my unhappiness. Like I said though, today I can smile and even though my situation may never change, I'm in charge of my destiny! I plan to make things happen soon....in due time. |
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I have never had a Valentine's day...never been with aman on that day (my list of men is very..toooo short..) and now (in 5 years) my boyfriend says that is a commercial thing....but I would like to celebrate it... 
