Cindy's Explanation Room

[Cindy]

I don't plan to try to solve the world's problems here, but feel there needs to be room in every place for explanations. Those of you who visit the WS site and are here I think know me well enough by now for some things to be said and the air cleared. Had it not been for my love of DC, I would have never met most of you, nor would I have come to know this place. And from what I know about most people in both places, family is very important to us all, all-the-while we enjoy a little insanity to create a break for us all. Well that's all I ever come looking for in either place, and never have I ever entered either place looking for a fight/argument. But lately, I'm sure there's an "air" of attitude in my posts lately you might have noticed. For everyone's benefit, I'll sum up the problem in one statement...I'm on the verge of a divorce and my life is falling apart. So please know that if I come across crass, rude, or mean...it's not aimed at anyone...I'm hurting rather deeply and trying to sort my life out. As my good friends will tell you, I have never intentionally set out to hurt anyone, and I never will because I never want to be treated that way. Ok, enough on the subject...I'm going to crawl back into my hole for now and try to figure out where I go from here. Thank you all for caring about me and trying to understand. I'll be back to semi-normal soon I hope....Cindy

[mmyers]

Cindy,

I know you well enough to realize how you think and why you are coming across the way you do. Always remember to keep your chin up, even if there is dirt on your neck. An old german saying of my mothers. Have faith. Things will change for the better eventually

Margret

[Yevgeny]

Cindy, my thoughts and prayers for you. I send you Light...

[mary]

Cindy...I am sorry about what you are living....sometimes life is hard...and is hard for me explain my thoughts in a diffrent language that is not mine.
I think you are doing the right thing at the right time...don't care about being "rude"..I use to cry when I am sad...you are nervous about your situation.
what I want to say is: when I cried you made me feel loved...and now I only want to say that also if we don't know eachothers...well...I feel what you are passing through...and I am there.
I hope my english is not so bad...
Mary

[Shaker]

I am sad for you Cindy, but I am also happy that you are able to free yourself from the misery you have been in. You have my thoughts and supposrt as always. Your friend John

[Cindy]

Well my friends, it's been quite a long and hard road, but looks like things are finally turning around. I am beginning to see that I don't need to explain myself to anyone anymore and that living my life for me is what is in order.

My life has taken many bumpy twists and turns over the past 6 months, but I have finally reached a point as of late that I am so happy with myself and the direction my life is taking and want everyone to know how much I appreciate the notes of encouragement and emails along the way. Without you all, I don't think I could have gotten this far.

I'm realizing that there's a life out there waiting for me to experience it, and regardless of who/what is in my life...it's ok for me to be myself and take it all in. I have some very special friends in my life from all over the world and want each of you to know I won't ever forget you love and kindness towards me.

THANK YOU ALL!!!

Cindy